Michael
Jul 1, 2023

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Photo by Tijs van Leur on Unsplash

I loved you
I will love you
I don’t love you
I can’t love you

Living in the past
Living in the future
Never in the present

The Now passes me by
Caught up in the bullshit
The burdens
The ever-present nagging of life
Tearing me apart

Before you came
I knew I would love you
All I needed was you in my life

When you inevitably leave
I will know I loved you
In my despair, promising, if you come back
I will love you again

But for now
I don’t love you
I can’t love you

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Michael

An unhealthy serving of failed dreamer marinated in emotional masochism. Come along for the ride.